Friday, November 30, 2007

THE UN NORMAL PARANORMAL - 11/30/07

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ENTOMBED

I visited Keren on Thanksgiving. I have a lot to be thankful for. I have a small group of friends. I have my health and I live faraway from Civilization. (More like 20 minutes).

I avoided the day after Thanksgiving rush by staying home for the entire weekend. I sorted through my trash. It's amazing how much trash one can accumulate.

What was I thinking when I filled out that free subscription to a magazine that I didn't want? Why do I have duplicates of magazines? In some cases I have 2 or more copies of the same book.

I donated another carton of duplicate books to the local library.

I wish that I could take a back hoe and dump all my possessions in a dumpster.

Do I really need things that I haven't seen for years?

I am planning on becoming a mummy and surrounding myself in a tomb? Actually that doesn't sound like a bad idea.

Friday, November 23, 2007

RESEARCH: TREPANNING + BRAINWAVES

THIRD EYE OPENING - 11/23/07

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I've been listening to brain wave recordings recently to hopefully 'open my mind' to the events leading up to the accident. I feel that by opening my mind I will be able to put some closure to what happened. I don't want to bore you with all of the research that I have been conducting but it is interesting to say the least.

I don't anyone who has done trepanning. It's not something that I would personally do but it does fascinate me.

I'm keeping this blog short as I've had a busy week. I will let you know more when the information is readily available.

Thank You

Jack

Thursday, November 15, 2007

TEMPTATION - 11/16/07

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Under the Weather

I spent the last week out of town. I spent time out of town in the past but heading up to Northern California was fun. Even though I was supposed to spent time with Roy.

I headed back into town late last week. I'm feeling sad, not sad like I'm feeling sorry for myself, but ... I don't know sad that I spent quality time with my friend and his family in San Francisco. I'm not a city person, funny when I think about it. I grew up in London, lived for several of my adult years in the East End of London and I still don't feel comfortable there. It was really nice to be at my friend's house, away from the news and TV. We had no idea that the oil tanker hit the base of the Bay Bridge, I didn't know it until my friend saw a newspaper at a liquor store.

I have pleasant memories of San Francisco, I had relatives who lived there and I would visit them as a child in the 1970's. I feel nostalgic whenever I go back. I wish Keren was there but she had work.

The weather reminded me of London, cold and crisp. Actually London is much colder in the fall but nonetheless it brought back memories.

The 4 days I spent up north was good for me, it cleared my head, even though I spent all of Tuesday in bed with the flu! I thought it was food poisoning from some tourist trap in Fisherman's wharf. I should have known better. What was I thinking? It used to be fun to go there as kids, but it's lost it's appeal. Stupid!

There are excellent restaurants where my friend lives in the North Beach section of town. Dunno about all the adult strip clubs though, lot's of stragglers from the suburbs looking for a 'good time' in the city - idiots. Most of them are complete wankers, pissed and yelling all the time. Why do people yell when they have a good time? Or a supposed good time?

I forgot about the hills in S.F. how could I? It must be from the concussion from the accident, maybe me memory isn't as good as it once was. I joked to my friend that one needs a 4 Wheel drive with extra big tyres to drive up and down the hills, but then again he was driving a compact car with a 5 speed transmission! Not for the faint of heart!

I've been sitting in the house under the weather, I'm still recuperating from the '24 hour flu'. I also hit my head on the minivan when I got back. I'm concerned that there may be some swelling. I guess once you hit the age of 40+ one constantly worries about your health. At least I caught up with the drudgery of housework. But I'm still under the weather.

I know the grass is always greener somewhere else but I'm beginning to think that I need to visit Northern California more often, but next time I'm taking the train where I can relax, sleep and read a good book.

Speaking of good reading materials, I've been reading the latest issue of 'The Believer' - the Nov. issue? with an interesting article on Jean Tinguely. If you haven't heard of him do a google, yahoo etc. search very interesting artist. He's the forerunner of modern machine art, sort of like Mark Pauline's Survival Research Laboratories.

I also want to see 'THE IMAGINARY 20TH CENTURY'. So many things to do ...

Enough writing I'm going to bed. It's early and I'm feeling tired.

Friday, November 09, 2007

CLOCKED OUT - 11/9/07

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Temptation

Driving on the way to Northern California to visit Roy I noticed that drivers have become more aggressive since my last visit 3 years ago. The right lane is the slow lane, then why are drivers tailgating me? I tried to remain calm, but after the 15th psychotic driver attempted to push me off the road I could stand it no more. I flipped on the hazard lights and tugged at the steering wheel so it looked like the car was out of control. I looked back in the rear view mirror to see that the driver pulled back considerably.

I'm not proud of what I've done but drivers have no consideration for the safety of others. There is always the temptation to get revenge, I tried to remain calm the best I could. What I did may not have been civil but it was the only thing I could do to save my sanity and my life.

This will probably be the last road trip that I take for awhile. The roads have become to dangerous.

Thursday, November 01, 2007

Buried Alive

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TITLES

I don't like the title 3 Days Dead. I only used it because it was the only headline I could think where people would sit up and notice my plight. The original title was the dates that I was missing; 12-23-05 - 12-26-05. It's been almost 2 years, I'm still not any closer. I'm afraid any evidence from the accident has disappeared as the recent fire has devastated most of the area.

I'm just a person who is trying to find out the truth behind his accident. I've been followed, stalked, people that I met on the internet have been helpful, but unfortunately Roy (don't know his last name) was abducted. I hope it's not because of his involvement with my investigation or if he's making the entire thing up (one always has to be careful these days).

It seems like everything these days must be 'branded' am in danger of being 'branded'? I hope not. This is one of the reasons why my face and voice and almost everyone else who appears in the videos have been altered. I value my privacy and those around me. Not that it's made much of a difference people found out where I live. I moved in fear of my safety.

But in a positive light I am happy with my new surroundings. No neighbors to deal with even though I live in a secluded area of the city. I have lots of room and the building is secure. Friends such as Keren and Anne visit. From time to time I have other friends who I speak to on the phone and email. I don't need constant companionship. Who wants to talk all the time? I have other things to keep me occupied.

I have been reading 'Car Crash Culture' by Mikita Brottman recently. Fascinating but somewhat depressing book. Good research material.

Thursday, October 25, 2007

NIGHT-PROWLER

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NIGHT-PROWLER

I was out the other night walking Keren's dog. She's out of town for a few days. he's a nice dog, very well behaved and very protective of those around him.

I'm trying to stay in as much as possible due to the terrible air quality from all the fires in Southern California. But the poor dog needs to get out. I thought about putting a mask in front of the dog's nose and mouth so he wouldn't have to breathe in the soot.

I noticed that a car was following me. The dog, I mean 'Jack' Keren's dog - a Jack Russell terrier noticed before I did and alerted me to the fact.

At first I thought the driver was lost, but I couldn't tell since the windows were blacked out. The car followed us for a good 5 minutes. I tried to take a photo of the license plate but there wasn't enough light.

It could be someone playing a prank. I don't live in the neighborhood, it is close my old house but a part of me is still nervous about Roy's abduction. Whoever was responsible for Roy's disappearance could be after me.

I guess I'm always on guard. I have to keep one eye open at all times.

Thanks 'Jack' for the loud bark. I wouldn't know what to do without you.

Thursday, October 18, 2007

SUBHUMAN - 10/18/07

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PUNISHED - 10/18/07

I had mixed feelings about Roy until now. If you watch the video you'll know what I mean.

I don't know how the person or organization that's responsible for the video knew the address my P.O. Box. I'm very uneasy about it.

I'm constantly looking over my shoulder to see if anyone is following me. It's left me feeling uneasy. Maybe I'm being overly cautious but I'd rather be prepared than ending up like Roy.

I've examined the video several times. I'm still shocked.

I haven't heard from Roy for several months. So I was understandably shocked when I received the tape.

I hope Roy was able to escape wherever he is.

Friday, October 12, 2007

BLOG THERAPIST - 10/12/07

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BLOG THERAPIST - 10/12/07

Therapy through blogging.

Keren more than anyone has been my 'therapist' though she hates the title. When I'm aching and tired she gives me confidence to spread the story about the car accident.

There's days when I feel that I'm wasting my time, I'll walk to the office to find Keren conducting research.

She works full time, but she still has time to help me with research.

Thank You Keren. I appreciate it.

Jack

Thursday, October 04, 2007

Rolled, Wrecked and Destroyed

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Rolled, Wrecked and Destroyed

I wrecked the Range Rover. What can I say? I was foolish to think that I would be able to find the answers behind my accident while attempting in vain to recreate the car accident.

I would have been easier if I could re-trace my steps before the accident took place but I thought? That the answer would appear before the Rover crashed off the road.

This is a lesson in futility. I still haven't told Keren what happened. But she's going to find out after she reads this.

Hopefully by this time I'll be on a bus!

I have no money to buy another car. I have the barely running 1978 Cadillac sitting in the corner of the garage, but it's not a dependable vehicle.

I take that back I have a very small amount of money to buy a 15 year old vehicle. I guess it's time to look for another Volvo.

Friday, September 28, 2007

ACCIDENT RE/CREATION - 9/28/07

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ACCIDENT RE/CREATION - 9/28/07

I have been obsessed with recreating the accident. For the past few days I've been driving along the road where the accident took place. Same time, similar weather conditions, same speed of travel. I don't know what I'm looking for. I don't know what the police will think.

If I really want to re-create the accident I should buy the same car that I got into the accident with. I don't have that kind of money. But maybe if I can find a similar car that's wrecked ... I don't know what I'm talking about.

Thursday, September 20, 2007

SUSPICION - 9/21/07

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SUSPICION - 9/21/07

For some reason when 9:23 PM arrives I find myself in the car driving around aimlessly looking for something. An answer that will never come. I drove through the industrial wastelands of Southern California. How can he afford the gas? I can't, but it's cheaper than therapy (and a lot more relaxing).

An old diesel Cadillac was hidden in the corner of the building that I purchased. I paid the DMV fees that weren't paid in eighteen years, filled the tank with diesel fuel and drove around the wastelands looking for accidents.

I came across a wrecked car with the number 23. I wrote the address down so I could find it during the day. After a couple of hours I was lost (no navigational device in the 30 year old car). I came across an odd site. A smashed up car driving around in circles running into things in an empty lot. In the distance a wrecked car stood still at the side of the road.

I taped the proceedings when the driver of the car spotted me. He tightly held a weapon in his hands. I had no interest to see what it was. I put the car in reverse and drove off as fast as I could.

Thursday, September 13, 2007

DEADLY ROADS TRAVELED - 9/14/07

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Travelogue - 9/14/07

Away for a week. Not really a vacation but research. I wish I could travel with a small bag with nothing else. Take off for 6 months off and travel cities less traveled.

Our 'vacation' - Keren and I, consists of traveling to the places where the victims reported where their accidents took place. We're compiling accidents within the Western United States. Obviously there are accidents in other places but that would take a rather large amount of time and money. It's a luxury that we can ill afford.

But it has been nice to get away from town even though it's research.

Friday, September 07, 2007

TORMENTED - 9/7/07

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TORMENTED - 9/7/07

An interesting video from a viewer. I'm not going to say what is on the video but it did catch my attention.

It was a hot week. I stayed indoors as much as I could. I'm running the swamp coolers via my solar panels. Nice and cold. But when I was outdoors ... that was a different story.

Friday, August 31, 2007

CONFLICT - 8/31/07

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CONFLICT - 8/31/07

Peter was involved in a strange car accident. People around him don't believe him.

I know exactly how he feels. It's been really hot the past couple of days. I don't have anything new to report. Trying to stay cool under my 2nd hand army surplus swamp coolers.

- Jack

Friday, August 24, 2007

CHOKING ROOM - 8/24/07

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I've been busy with work, but it doesn't deter me from the accident investigation, although it has slipped my mind on occasion. The physical scars are long gone, but the psychological scars ...

Friday, August 17, 2007

INVISIBLE CHOKER - 9/17/07

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NVISIBLE CHOKER - 9/17/07

Something is choking me in the middle of the night. I can't see it. I don't know if it's real or not.

Choking psychic attack weird UFO abduction

My emotions are choking. I feel that I do not belong in this world. Which is strange considering that I've been having a strange choking sensation in the middle of the night.

I don't know if it has anything to do with my current state of mind. I'm not depressed just angry. Angry that I'm not getting anywhere with the accident investigation. I've been driving, walking, but everywhere I go I feel that I'm out of step. What's wrong with me? Am I to blame?

I should go on a vacation, but I can't afford it. I should save my money especially in light with what's going on with the economy. I'm glad I sold my home when I did.

Now if I could only shake off this choking sensation. It's irritating me.

Friday, August 10, 2007

Dangerous Roads - 8/10/07

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Dangerous Roads - 8/10/07

Richard, the paranormal videographer has sent me another video. It's interesting, I don't know what his agenda is but if we can help one another that would be nice.

I ended up visiting the doctor, my head was throbbing. I waited in Urgent Care for 4 hours, I wasn't upset, I just wanted the pain to go away so beggars can't be choosy. The nurse called me in, I was glad, but then another nurse said that there were only 2 doctors on staff and that there were 2 patients ahead of me. So I sat in the waiting room for another hour and a 1/2. The nurse called me in, the doctor examined me and said that I had an ear infection, gave me a prescription and I was on my way.

I felt sorry for the doctor, she didn't have time for lunch. Just a bag of chips.

I think she had more of a headache than I did.

Friday, August 03, 2007

WRECKED - 8/3/07

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WRECKED - 8/3/07

I have Temporo-Mandibular Joint disorder. I've been in pain for the past 5 days. My jaws and ear felt strange. I didn't know the symptoms until I did some research. My ears were under pressure, similar to the feeling one has while sitting in an airplane. But worse of all was the constant throbbing at the base of my neck. I don't like to take medication, but I had a bottle of aspirin with me at all times. But unfortunately that did not help.

I'm beginning to wonder if the TMJ is from the car accident. If it doesn't approve I will seek alternative forms of medicine. Maybe an acupuncturist. Does anyone have any tips?

Thank You

Jack
WRECKED - 8/3/07

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WRECKED - 8/3/07

I have Temporo-Mandibular Joint disorder. I've been in pain for the past 5 days. My jaws and ear felt strange. I didn't know the symptoms until I did some research. My ears were under pressure, similar to the feeling one has while sitting in an airplane. But worse of all was the constant throbbing at the base of my neck. I don't like to take medication, but I had a bottle of aspirin with me at all times. But unfortunately that did not help.

I'm beginning to wonder if the TMJ is from the car accident. If it doesn't approve I will seek alternative forms of medicine. Maybe an acupuncturist. Does anyone have any tips?

Thank You

Jack

Friday, July 27, 2007

SLEEP WILL COME - 7/27/07

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SLEEP WILL COME - 7/27/07

I haven't slept for days. I've been researching similar accidents worldwide. Funnily enough I don't feel tired but my body knows that sleep will come eventually.

Note: I went to sleep for 2 days straight. When I woke up I recorded the 2nd part of the video to film what I felt like after being up for 4 days nonstop. The soundtrack is from an old video art exhibit.

Jack