CONFLICT - 8/31/07

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CONFLICT - 8/31/07

Peter was involved in a strange car accident. People around him don't believe him.

I know exactly how he feels. It's been really hot the past couple of days. I don't have anything new to report. Trying to stay cool under my 2nd hand army surplus swamp coolers.

- Jack

CHOKING ROOM - 8/24/07

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I've been busy with work, but it doesn't deter me from the accident investigation, although it has slipped my mind on occasion. The physical scars are long gone, but the psychological scars ...

INVISIBLE CHOKER - 9/17/07

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NVISIBLE CHOKER - 9/17/07

Something is choking me in the middle of the night. I can't see it. I don't know if it's real or not.

Choking psychic attack weird UFO abduction

My emotions are choking. I feel that I do not belong in this world. Which is strange considering that I've been having a strange choking sensation in the middle of the night.

I don't know if it has anything to do with my current state of mind. I'm not depressed just angry. Angry that I'm not getting anywhere with the accident investigation. I've been driving, walking, but everywhere I go I feel that I'm out of step. What's wrong with me? Am I to blame?

I should go on a vacation, but I can't afford it. I should save my money especially in light with what's going on with the economy. I'm glad I sold my home when I did.

Now if I could only shake off this choking sensation. It's irritating me.

Dangerous Roads - 8/10/07

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Dangerous Roads - 8/10/07

Richard, the paranormal videographer has sent me another video. It's interesting, I don't know what his agenda is but if we can help one another that would be nice.

I ended up visiting the doctor, my head was throbbing. I waited in Urgent Care for 4 hours, I wasn't upset, I just wanted the pain to go away so beggars can't be choosy. The nurse called me in, I was glad, but then another nurse said that there were only 2 doctors on staff and that there were 2 patients ahead of me. So I sat in the waiting room for another hour and a 1/2. The nurse called me in, the doctor examined me and said that I had an ear infection, gave me a prescription and I was on my way.

I felt sorry for the doctor, she didn't have time for lunch. Just a bag of chips.

I think she had more of a headache than I did.

WRECKED - 8/3/07

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WRECKED - 8/3/07

I have Temporo-Mandibular Joint disorder. I've been in pain for the past 5 days. My jaws and ear felt strange. I didn't know the symptoms until I did some research. My ears were under pressure, similar to the feeling one has while sitting in an airplane. But worse of all was the constant throbbing at the base of my neck. I don't like to take medication, but I had a bottle of aspirin with me at all times. But unfortunately that did not help.

I'm beginning to wonder if the TMJ is from the car accident. If it doesn't approve I will seek alternative forms of medicine. Maybe an acupuncturist. Does anyone have any tips?

Thank You

Jack

WRECKED - 8/3/07

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WRECKED - 8/3/07

I have Temporo-Mandibular Joint disorder. I've been in pain for the past 5 days. My jaws and ear felt strange. I didn't know the symptoms until I did some research. My ears were under pressure, similar to the feeling one has while sitting in an airplane. But worse of all was the constant throbbing at the base of my neck. I don't like to take medication, but I had a bottle of aspirin with me at all times. But unfortunately that did not help.

I'm beginning to wonder if the TMJ is from the car accident. If it doesn't approve I will seek alternative forms of medicine. Maybe an acupuncturist. Does anyone have any tips?

Thank You

Jack

SLEEP WILL COME - 7/27/07

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SLEEP WILL COME - 7/27/07

I haven't slept for days. I've been researching similar accidents worldwide. Funnily enough I don't feel tired but my body knows that sleep will come eventually.

Note: I went to sleep for 2 days straight. When I woke up I recorded the 2nd part of the video to film what I felt like after being up for 4 days nonstop. The soundtrack is from an old video art exhibit.

Jack

FRAGMENTED - 7/20/07

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FRAGMENTED - 7/20/07

Is this is side effect from my concussion? I visited the accident with Keren weeks ago. I didn't realize this until after I videotaped myself. Is this a case of deja vu? What was I thinking?

! - 7/13/07

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! - 7/13/07

WARNING

I received this video in the P.O. Box the other day. How did the sender know the address of my P.O. Box?

Is this person behind the accident? it can't be a prank because I'm in the video. Although I have no knowledge of it.

I don't know how much longer I'll be able to post videos, I want no harm to come to my friends and loved ones. Especially Keren.

RESISTANCE - 7/6/07

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RESISTANCE - 7/6/07

I don't understand what this video is about. The viewer claims to be a police detective of some kind, so why can't he find out what happened to him? Why make a video about it? Is he some nutter? Or is he looking for his 15 seconds of fame? His last video convinced me that he was real, but I don't know what to make of his situation.

Then again you viewers probably think the same thing about me.

How depressing.

Jack - 7/2/07

'METAL BOX' - 6/29/07

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'METAL BOX' - 6/29/07

I'm tired of receiving emails from people who are angry that I'm driving an SUV. First of all I feel safe driving in my Range Rover. I'm always paranoid that someone is going to plow into my vehicle.

I don't feel safe driving a small car. I don't drive fast around curves. An SUV is a truck not a sports car.

I like the feeling of sitting high in the vehicle, I'm not a fast driver, but I am careful.

I don't talk on my cell phone while I drive and I am respectful of other drivers. So I'm not a 'Self-centered SUV driving idiot.

When I was living in the U.K. I owned several Land Rover 109's and Land Rover Defender 110's, so I am very familiar with the vehicle I also restored many 109's as a hobby. The Rover 109 had no creature comforts, it was a real truck. Unfortunately it's very expensive to obtain one of them in the states, plus they're not meant for everyday freeway driving.

I get enough grief from Keren who states how much she hates my car. Maybe I should have bought a Diesel vehicle and converted it over to Bio-Diesel.

Why should I feel bad? After all I need to feel safe. I only drive when I have to , I walk whenever I can.

Another viewer, another video. This one claims to have been in an accident on 10/23/04. Is this real or another nut job? I guess the title explains it all.

We'll see.

?DOUBTS? 6/15/07

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?DOUBTS? 6/15/07

This is Keren. Jack is under the weather. This is the first time that I've blogged on Jack's site. Although I'm not new to maintaining and uploading videos for him. I really don't know what to write ... everything you need to read is in the vblog. I really appreciate all the emails of support for Jack. Hopefully in a few days he'll be feeling better, but in the meantime there's so much work to do.

Keren

UNDER MY SKIN - 6/8/07

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UNDER MY SKIN - 6/8/07

It's hard to exist on a daily basis. Whenever I'm driving I suffer from anxiety attacks. It's the same whenever I'm in public.

People are greedy. They care only for themselves.

I'm fed up with the world. It's become an ugly place. It's sad to say that I can't find beauty in nature. It has ceased to exist for me.

I have no faith in mankind. Civilization will come to an end. I just hope that I won't witness it.

Crawl under with me

OVERLOADED - 6/1/07

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OVERLOADED - 6/1/07

Another video by Roy. His video is strange. I find it unnerving. Jolting to the senses. I don't know what he's trying to accomplish.

Disturbing.

SUICIDE AT BEACHY HEAD - 5/25/07

Richard - The Paranormal Videographer sent me another video.

Apparently there was a suicide. Someone drove their car off Beachy Head on the south coast of England in East Sussex. It's roughly 500 ft above sea level, it's also the U.K.'s premier place to commit suicide.

According to Richard it wasn't a suicide but an accident with a certain number 23. Sound familiar?

Where's Roy when you need him?

RE/MOVED - 5/18/07

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RE/MOVED - 5/18/07

Keren's friend is a good realtor indeed. Absolutely fantastic! She sold my home in 5 days! The buyer was approved, we had a short escrow.

I bought an old manufacturing plant, very secure. It's 12,000 sq. feet, security cameras surround the premise. It feels like a bomb shelter. My room is deep in the recess of the cavernous factory.

I'm not going to blog about the moving van, you can see the vlog. But I'm still mad. I felt like having a pint that night, but I'm not one to get pissed.

I have lot's of room. I can make all the noise I want without upsetting the neighbors. Well, there are no neighbors per say.

I have lots of room for the Mini-Cooper truck, my Range Rover and a 4,000 sq. foot library! I'm also moving my media room/library into another large room.

The only thing I'm concerned about is heating my room. But I paid next to nothing for the building so I really can't complain about it.

Dust is everywhere. I'm allergic to dust, it's in my throat. The dust gives me a dry throat.

Keren loves the new dwelling. She wants to move into one of the 2,000 sq. foot rooms. I'll see about that. But it might be nice to have a room mate. Keren is lovely. But I do need my privacy.

I'll be unpacking for the next year. If I'm lucky I'll have everything done in a month.

SCENE OF THE ACCIDENT - 5/13/07

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Scene of the accident

Keren convinced me to go ... I haven't been to the site since the accident ... I couldn't sleep, I was restless and nervous. Sod it I thought, let's get it over with.

I don't remember a thing from the accident, everything looks different during the day. At night the area is dark, lot's of winding roads. Keren took a look at the police report and told me where to turn off.

I parked the car and took a walk to the scene of the accident. Strange, it seems serene, but Trabuco Canyon Rd. is anything but peaceful. Within a few yards there is a memorial to someone who passed away - car accident. A couple of miles away another memorial. Just thinking about it sends shivers down my spine.

Dry brush litters the landscape, it's possible for someone to crash his/her car and not be noticed for months. There are dozens of cars that litter the bottom of the canyon.

It was hard to pinpoint where the car crashed, tire marks are non-existant due to rain and the growth of dry brush.

I was fearing this day for months, but thanks to Keren I overcame my nightmares, but I'm still not any closer to finding out what the cause of the accident is.

'CATATONIC' - 5/6/07

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'CATATONIC' - 5/6/07

I received another video from the doctor at the
Stuttgart-Stammheim Prison in Germany.

The Patient was in a car crash 6 months ago with
injuries similar to my accident; recent surgical scars,
loss of time, bright lights blinding him, etc.

A copy of the 23 photograph was found at the scene of the accident.

This is the second car crash patient residing in the Stuttgart-Stammheim Prison.

I hope the doctor will be able to find out what really happened.

' PARAMNESIA' - 4/29/07

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PARAMNESIA - 4/29/07

Keren and I spent the weekend relaxing. I've been under a lot of stress lately, so we decided to go to the beach. As usual I brought the video camera with me. It's my 'security blanket' I guess.

On the way to the beach I saw a man speaking to a reporter, his associates stood behind him. It looks like they just left a business meeting. There are several large buildings near the beach. I don't know who the man is, but I feel that I've seen him before, so I kept the camera in my 'surveillance camera bag'.

I should have approached him, but I didn't know what to say, when I did have the courage the reporter left as did the man into a waiting SUV.

I'm hoping that the interview surfaces on tv or the internet.

I'm certain that I met him somewhere in the past. It's beginning to bother me.

I've seen this man before, but I don't know where or when.

Is this a case of deja-vu, or am I dreaming?