3 Days Dead youtube video
I recorded this video in 2006, shortly after I recovered in the hospital.
- Jack
I was dead for 3 days from December 23 2005 - December 2 2005.
Saturday, November 30, 2013
Thursday, November 28, 2013
3 Days Dead
'You were missing for 3 days' mentioned the detective as I laid in the hospital bed. '3 days dead' mentioned the doctor. That statement permeated my mind. The title, the videos that I posted, the art work was and is a form of catharsis for me. I hid behind a broken glass to hide my true identity. I edited my voice in fear that those who were responsible for my accident would find me.
I won't hide. I have not blogged since 2009 as I stated earlier this evening, or last night as I glance at the clock - 12:16 am. Happy Thanksgiving to my friends here in the states.
What am I trying to convey in this haphazard blog? I don't know. The truth. That is what I want to convey. I need to know ... what happened on the night of December 23 2005.
- Best Wishes,
Jack
I have been blogging and vblogging since the fall of 2006 as a means of recovery and as a form of catharsis. However since 2009 I abruptly stopped. I cannot go into detail, but I was forced to cease ALL forms of documentation regarding my accident. Since then I have lived in fear, but I decided that I will NO longer be afraid. The only thing which I fear is to live in SILENCE! I will NOT be silent! To those who have tried to hush my activities I will NEVER be quiet!
Friday, May 15, 2009
Monday, November 03, 2008
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Friday, May 30, 2008
WHAT WAS I THINKING?
COLLISION - 5/30/08
I was re-creating the car accident last week which explains why I didn't write a blog. What happened was that a driver cut me off. I wasn't in the right frame of mind. I felt like I was in a trance, as I entered the trance I rammed the driver's car off the road.
Luckily for the driver he wasn't hurt, just drunk. I spent the rest of the night speaking to the police and the next morning to the insurance company.
I learned my lesson to never do something as careless and dangerous as that again.
Jack
COLLISION - 5/30/08
I was re-creating the car accident last week which explains why I didn't write a blog. What happened was that a driver cut me off. I wasn't in the right frame of mind. I felt like I was in a trance, as I entered the trance I rammed the driver's car off the road.
Luckily for the driver he wasn't hurt, just drunk. I spent the rest of the night speaking to the police and the next morning to the insurance company.
I learned my lesson to never do something as careless and dangerous as that again.
Jack
Thursday, May 15, 2008
Paranormal and Paranoid? 51508
Paranormal and Paranoid?
I received a new video from Rich - the Paranormal Videographer. I can tell that he's stressed out from the day to day grind of life. I've been busy as well. I can't seem to devote enough time to researching the accident.
I only wish there were 48 hours a day!
Jack
Paranormal and Paranoid?
I received a new video from Rich - the Paranormal Videographer. I can tell that he's stressed out from the day to day grind of life. I've been busy as well. I can't seem to devote enough time to researching the accident.
I only wish there were 48 hours a day!
Jack
Thursday, May 08, 2008
CARCASS - 5/8/08
3DD CARCASS - 5/8/08
I was out driving the past few nights when I noticed that the road in a certain California highway was littered with wrecked cars with the number 23 grafted onto the side body panel.
I don't know what to think of this. Is it another prank?
3DD CARCASS - 5/8/08
I was out driving the past few nights when I noticed that the road in a certain California highway was littered with wrecked cars with the number 23 grafted onto the side body panel.
I don't know what to think of this. Is it another prank?
Thursday, May 01, 2008
TORTURED EARTH - 5/1/08
A Distant Memory?
The car accident is not fading with time. At one point it was, or so I thought. I receive emails and videos from other drivers who were involved in similar accidents. This gives me hope, something to strive for.
I thank these people from the bottom of my heart. It makes me realize that I'm not the only one out there.
Jack
5/1/08
A Distant Memory?
The car accident is not fading with time. At one point it was, or so I thought. I receive emails and videos from other drivers who were involved in similar accidents. This gives me hope, something to strive for.
I thank these people from the bottom of my heart. It makes me realize that I'm not the only one out there.
Jack
5/1/08
Thursday, April 24, 2008
CRASHING THE SAME CAR OVER AND OVER AGAIN
RE/GRESSIONS - 4/23/08
In my nightmares I have recreated the car crash. There are things that I see that my conscious mind cannot comprehend. I see images of strange beings crowding my car. Rustling sounds of something struggling to open my door.
Before I can see a face I wake up from the nightmare. Never to repeat the same scene twice.
RE/GRESSIONS - 4/23/08
In my nightmares I have recreated the car crash. There are things that I see that my conscious mind cannot comprehend. I see images of strange beings crowding my car. Rustling sounds of something struggling to open my door.
Before I can see a face I wake up from the nightmare. Never to repeat the same scene twice.
Thursday, April 17, 2008
REPERCUSSIONS - 4/17/08
The detective who is helping me made me realize something that I wasn't aware of. Are any of these people who are sending me videos actually telling the truth or am I in denial.
Lies? Not Lies?
The detective who is helping me made me realize something that I wasn't aware of. Are any of these people who are sending me videos actually telling the truth or am I in denial.
Lies? Not Lies?
Thursday, April 10, 2008
3DD - UNDERCOVERED - 4/10/08
ANTI CAR GROUP PRANK? SEND DRIVERS OVER THE ROAD.
I attended a Pranks Film Festival in San Francisco last week. I was fun, unfortunately Keren was not able to attend because of work. So I decided to take the plunge and drive the 6 + hours to Northern California. A fun time was guaranteed and I was not disappointed.
The Pranks Festival ran over 3 nights. It was very entertaining to say the least! But there was one thing that made me wonder. What if a prankster caused by accident? You know the kind - an anti car group eco-terrorist unit who treats all drivers as greedy earth destroying heathen creatures (they might actually be right).
While I sat in the theatre pondering the thought I suddenly made a beeline to the exit to get a breath of fresh air. The pranks festival made me open my mind. Maybe I have to refocus my attention.
Thank you Pranks Film Festival. And to the lovely lady who danced with me on the final night. I normally don't dance but when a lovely lady asks you ... well sometimes you can't resist.
ANTI CAR GROUP PRANK? SEND DRIVERS OVER THE ROAD.
I attended a Pranks Film Festival in San Francisco last week. I was fun, unfortunately Keren was not able to attend because of work. So I decided to take the plunge and drive the 6 + hours to Northern California. A fun time was guaranteed and I was not disappointed.
The Pranks Festival ran over 3 nights. It was very entertaining to say the least! But there was one thing that made me wonder. What if a prankster caused by accident? You know the kind - an anti car group eco-terrorist unit who treats all drivers as greedy earth destroying heathen creatures (they might actually be right).
While I sat in the theatre pondering the thought I suddenly made a beeline to the exit to get a breath of fresh air. The pranks festival made me open my mind. Maybe I have to refocus my attention.
Thank you Pranks Film Festival. And to the lovely lady who danced with me on the final night. I normally don't dance but when a lovely lady asks you ... well sometimes you can't resist.
Thursday, March 27, 2008
THE SAME, BUT DIFFERENT - 3/27/08
With nothing to worry about
I am coming to the realization that I may never find out the reason or cause behind the car accident. At this point I could care less. I am spending time with Keren and we are enjoying each other's company. I find myself happy these days. I don't see any reason to bring more turmoil in my life. The past 2 1/2 years bears witness to it.
With nothing to worry about
I am coming to the realization that I may never find out the reason or cause behind the car accident. At this point I could care less. I am spending time with Keren and we are enjoying each other's company. I find myself happy these days. I don't see any reason to bring more turmoil in my life. The past 2 1/2 years bears witness to it.
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Cynical and optimistic?
I've been having light hearted conversations with Keren about the meaning of life. We've been having fun being around each other, I've not been concentrating about the accident. I value my time with Keren. myMy stomach has been in knots thinking about the accident.
THE HEDGE OF REALITY - 3/20/08
I've been having light hearted conversations with Keren about the meaning of life. We've been having fun being around each other, I've not been concentrating about the accident. I value my time with Keren. myMy stomach has been in knots thinking about the accident.
THE HEDGE OF REALITY - 3/20/08
Thursday, March 13, 2008
COVERING-UP
NO LONGER PERSONAL
I realized that the vblogs have been covering my personal life. I have been thinking about this in great detail. Do I reveal my personal life to the public, whomever is watching this. Are names really that important? Should I stick to the pertinent details - car accident, clues, etc. Or does my life unfold in front of the cameras?
As a Visual Anthropologist I have been recording the lives of the public for many years. It is only fair that I turn the camera on myself. I'm still not comfortable 'displaying' my life on-line. But if it helps with the accident investigation then I have no choice.
NO LONGER PERSONAL
I realized that the vblogs have been covering my personal life. I have been thinking about this in great detail. Do I reveal my personal life to the public, whomever is watching this. Are names really that important? Should I stick to the pertinent details - car accident, clues, etc. Or does my life unfold in front of the cameras?
As a Visual Anthropologist I have been recording the lives of the public for many years. It is only fair that I turn the camera on myself. I'm still not comfortable 'displaying' my life on-line. But if it helps with the accident investigation then I have no choice.
Friday, March 07, 2008
FOR WHATEVER REASON - 3/8/08
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Warmness in light of cold
Keren's father recently passed away. They were close. But she didn't know how to express herself to him in light of his illness. Sensing that she needed a friend, we patched up our differences to spend time with her family.
I am grateful to spend time with Keren and her family. They are very nice people, very honest and open.
Life is precious.
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Warmness in light of cold
Keren's father recently passed away. They were close. But she didn't know how to express herself to him in light of his illness. Sensing that she needed a friend, we patched up our differences to spend time with her family.
I am grateful to spend time with Keren and her family. They are very nice people, very honest and open.
Life is precious.
Thursday, February 28, 2008
DOA HIGHWAY
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Occult Highway
The Paranormal Videographer has confirmed what others have been saying for quite sometime that Trabuco Canyon, Ortega Highway is a place for body dumping and other assorted dark tales.
I've read books and websites describing the area and it's history with the occult.
If I could film actual evidence of occult behavior taking place I would gladly take it to the police.
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Occult Highway
The Paranormal Videographer has confirmed what others have been saying for quite sometime that Trabuco Canyon, Ortega Highway is a place for body dumping and other assorted dark tales.
I've read books and websites describing the area and it's history with the occult.
If I could film actual evidence of occult behavior taking place I would gladly take it to the police.
Thursday, February 21, 2008
LOST CAUSE - 2/21/08
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Lost Cause
Keren is right, I am a lost cause. She has put in thousands of hours helping me with the website. I haven't spoken to her in weeks. I feel awful what I did to her. I had no right yelling at her in the car. I don't think she wants anything to do with me. I lost her as a friend. I feel terrible. I don't know how I can make it up to her.
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Lost Cause
Keren is right, I am a lost cause. She has put in thousands of hours helping me with the website. I haven't spoken to her in weeks. I feel awful what I did to her. I had no right yelling at her in the car. I don't think she wants anything to do with me. I lost her as a friend. I feel terrible. I don't know how I can make it up to her.
Thursday, February 14, 2008
HIDDEN CAMERA - ACCIDENT EYEWITNESS - 2/14/08
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EYEWITNESS DOCUMENT?
I met with the person who found me at the accident. She was out of the country for a few years. We were supposed to meet last month but she was only in the country for a couple of days for business.
I didn't find anything out of the ordinary information wise but I was happy to meet the woman who saved me. If it wasn't for her and her dog I wouldn't be here today.
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EYEWITNESS DOCUMENT?
I met with the person who found me at the accident. She was out of the country for a few years. We were supposed to meet last month but she was only in the country for a couple of days for business.
I didn't find anything out of the ordinary information wise but I was happy to meet the woman who saved me. If it wasn't for her and her dog I wouldn't be here today.
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